Beautiful Irony

by evas.em.morf.lleh

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about

Well, here it is. It's finally out here in the world. I'm glad to have made this. It was certainly a lot of work to make this. I'm glad I managed to do this on time (I did say I'd have this out sometime in 2016). So yeah, enjoy. I know "Intermission" is pretty edgy, but it's also the only time you'll hear my voice in this entire project. Maybe I should've done what Radiohead did with "Fitter Happier" and had a computer read back the words. Oh, well. It's too late for that now

Also, I have recently come to the realization that I really regret using Wingdings 2 instead of the Matoran alphabet for the album title and artist name on the artwork. Oh, well. Next album, maybe

credits

released December 31, 2016

Credits:
All music composed and sequenced by evas.em.morf.lleh (me) except for track 4, which has no composed music
Vocals provided by Ocean Tiddy on tracks 1 and 6, The New Romantics on track 2, and myself on track 4
The lyrics on tracks 1 and 6 are adapted from something my friend Onyx Grimm sent to me over Facebook at like 3 am or some shit. It was weird waking up to that shit, but I turned it into a song so it's all good
The lyrics on tracks 2 and 4 were written by me
The photo in the album artwork was taken by my friend Rodrigo. I'll put his last name here if he asks me to, but I don't want to put his personal information out in the open like that if he doesn't want that

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evas.em.morf.lleh Framingham, Massachusetts

I am just a kid from Framingham doing stupid shit on his computer. Don't actually listen to this, it's shit

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Track Name: HAuNteD eYES (feat. Ocean Tiddy)
Lyrics:
(unintelligible scream)
Nothing

Nothing makes us show our worth
Nothing

Bloody knuckles and bruised knees
Broken hearts and minds

Haunted eyes don’t sleep
The happiest can be a lonely heart

The worried and the lonely don’t sleep
The worried and the lonely never sleep
Track Name: End of Days (feat. The New Romantics)
Lyrics:
The end is nigh
The end is nigh
The end is nigh but will I truly die?

The end is near
The end is here
The end is near I can't feel any fear

The end of days has come
And I'm in total bliss
The end of days has come
And now I close my eyes
The end of days has come
I drift away to sleep
The end of days has come
I've finally gone blind
Track Name: Intermission
Lyrics:
I draw in a breath and realize this isn't what I wanted
This isn't what I meant
I realize now that everything around me is as it always has been
There was no end
I simply fooled myself into believing I was the center of everything
It's a beautiful irony once you think about it
I thought of myself as nothing, yet mistook myself for everything
It's poetic
My haunted eyes are finally asleep
But I don't want them to be
I want to rise again but I know if I do it won't be right
It might seem like everything's fine on the surface
But as time goes on, I'll make the same mistakes I've made over and over again, but each time they'll feel more and more corrupted, like not even my failings live up to my expectations
So I ask myself again
Do I want to wake up?
Yes
Yes I do
Track Name: HAuNteD eYES (Degradation Mix) [feat. Ocean Tiddy]
Lyrics:
(unintelligible scream)
Nothing

Nothing makes us show our worth
Nothing

Bloody knuckles and bruised knees
Broken hearts and minds

Haunted eyes don’t sleep
The happiest can be a lonely heart

The worried and the lonely don’t sleep
The worried and the lonely never sleep